Saturday, April 11, 2015
Not a very good April
April will no longer be my favorite month of the year after today... the day I refuse to remind myself it will come eventually..
I'm sorry I'm a lousy jie jie.
I'm sorry that there are times when I ignore you when I'm back home after work.
I'm sorry it takes me this long to remember how dear you are to me.
I'm sorry that I should not have been overly concerned that my babies will cause conflict with my brother at home and hence not being able to go up and see you.
I'm sorry for everything I fail to do.
I'm sorry this is the first time u hitch a ride in jie jie's car and the last one.
I'm sorry I don't have the courage to face the end.
I'm sorry I really got no courage to see you motionless.
Thank you for being there always for me whenever I'm down or happy.
As I hold you in my arms cradling like a baby, I pray that u have a better life after this, go do whatever you never get to do with us. U will forever be in my memory till I die. I will share with my two girls on the moments I had with you.
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Aside to this, this post should not be a topic for discussion nor groffing over it if anyone happened to read this. Please respect us and this little private yet not so private plathform. Thank you.
Happy story continues... 1:57 PM
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