Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Hang on
What must I do to make mine and olinda's life much easier? People can't stop finding chances to upset us, with chat that obviously don't include me, with dates that obviously doesn't need and want us.
Why must it appear to me at times like this... why does it keep coming at me at time like this..
Yet people can't stop coming forward to me and show concern.. I repeat it once again I don't need it as long as it's not genuine to begin with. So if u are genuine towards us, all of u will stop doing all these to us.
When I'm totally given up hope, why do all of u still come as n when to ignite... When I thought things may change for slight better, why give me hope...
No no Joleen, the above are too much to ask for... U can't force people to accept U and your kids, U can't make people like you as much as u would love to like people, U need to brace yourself up.
Both of us may have the quietest life now compared to the past but the least is U need to move forward to think what is the best for you and the kids.
No play date U won't die, no chat U won't die... But if the kids don't have a happy Mum, they will sure die.
I seriously hope my negativity will be the last here.
Happy story continues... 8:35 AM