Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Subconsciously...


I still prefer to live in Lombok, Indonesia... simply can't get myself joy up each day when the sun rises...

This is bad, really bad... especially with a new status now...

I didn't mean to compare but then again, I find that things are expensive here, inaccessible commuting unless one has a car or able to drive, people are not as simple or fun loving compared to the locals Lombok Indonesians.

It's not that I am not willing to try to understand but the locals here behaved very much like Singaporeans, each individual household usually kept to themselves. U don't see residents from different household coming out of house to walk, small talk with one another not to even greet or say hi.

Marketing here is equally challenging just like Singapore in term of dollar $$$$$.

Putting all the above aside, Singapore is still more liveable compared to KK. I am not too sure if this is the same situation throughout the whole of Malaysia.

At the thought of this, whenever I think of Lombok, I found myself tearing.... what have I missed?

Is it really so terrible here or is it just my hormone change that is causing this imbalance.......

I am actually crying now..... texting hubby that I want to go back Lombok and do not want to stay here...

How to survive for the next 365 days and more....